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This blog was created by and for the University of Central Florida's "Virtual Girls: Girls and Digital Media" class but is open to anyone interested in girlhood and digital media. Email Leandra@ucf.edu to become a contributor.
Girls and advertising has become an extremely interesting issue to me, as I often consider how certain advertising methods are affecting girls. Its interesting to note that in these advertisements, a lot of the times girls aren’t even the ones being targeted. For instance, girls aren’t really going to be buying cars or houses yet they will still be bombarded by advertisements regardless. I was really interested to hear about how IM robots can be used in this matter, because I remember talking to IM robots when I had an AOL screen name. I was always so excited and in awe about these interactions that I didn’t even put it together that I was being sent advertisements through them. I find it almost insulting now that this bots would use shorthand and IM abbreviations in order to get girls to relate to them. To me, this is somewhat exploitative albeit effective advertising. Social networking has taken this all to a next level. As the book mentions, Myspace allowed regular people (namely aspiring musicians) to advertise themselves and essentially get famous based on these solicitations alone. On top of this self promotion, a plethora of companies and corporations place large, flashing advertisements throughout the website. It was interesting to note that many girls aren’t really buying into all of this advertisement. If anything, girls feel indifferent or annoyed with these bombardments. They definitely generalize and group all young girls together, regardless of the fact that they are individuals. They assume that all young girls use shorthand and emoticons when typing and emulate the same, for example. Companies hurt themselves as result because girls really have such varied interests and their advertising does not cater to this fact.
I also really enjoyed the Alloy article, and found that things like the design and style of your websites makes a big difference in being popular. Alloy.com got popular because it was styled after a magazine. Essentially, girls got the same kind of content they would get in a magazine without paying and with the benefit of more communication. Sites like Alloy essentially create an entire bubble of a community where girls can turn, whether they want to read about celebrities, get makeup tips or communicate with other girls virtually.
Reading CamGirls has been my favorite reading this semester. I knew little about camgirls before reading this book. Honestly, I had the impression that most of them did it for attention and thought of themselves as some kind of “microcelebrity”. Early into reading, I realized this was not the case. A lot of the camgirl culture has more to do with the right to self-expression. It also has a lot to do with building a community even if this community is stuck somewhere in between the public and private spheres. In the conclusion of CamGirls, Senft states “On the Web, micropolitical tele-ethical acts might include, among other things, online dialogues, building communities, ‘outing’ oneself online, and even intervening when someone’s safety is at stake, as in my own story” (121). These micropolitical actions are similar to actions we may face in the “real world”. They are the kinds of actions that build solidarity in a community that does allow us to act on a macro-political level.
In Chapter Four Senft explains the controversy that surrounded Ana Voog posting pictures the LiveJournal Abuse Team and community members found inappropriate. Although, Ana and some readers fought to allow her to express herself there was more discussion about the “legalisms” than why she posted the pictures to start with. Senft goes on to say, “Earlier in this chapter, I explained how reading morphs a public into the public through the circulation of texts, as in the phrase ‘public opinion’” (88). After reading this, I realized that ‘public opinion’ can be very similar to ‘grabbing’ where the context of any action can get lost in translation. However, even at the risk of letting the meaning of an action getting lost I think it is sometimes important to grab someone’s attention. Something contraversal can start dialogue on an important issue and it’s what we do with that dialogue we need to pay close attention to.
Throughout the entire time I read Camgirls, I found myself learning so much more about something (the internet) that I thought that I already knew a lot about. Cam Girls delved into an internet culture that I honestly hadn’t considered or had much knowledge about, and I found the research done by Senft to be really eye-opening. Caming as discussed in the book isn’t as prevalent now as it used to be, however I think it makes a number of important points about women and media.
The idea behind being a Camgirl according to Senft is that some kind of celebrity status will be reached. Is this status really worth compromising your privacy though? Furthermore, is this kind of celebrity the kind one really wants to have? These questions lead me to be interested in what prompted many Camgirls to start cam websites in the first place. Obviously, most people would suggest it is the need for attention, however I wonder if it is something more than that just because of the sacrifices these girls make? One cam webmaster said, “They burn out after a few months when they realize that sustaining a creative edge to the cam isn’t all that easy, or instantly financially rewarding.” (49). This made a lot of sense to me, because just as other avenues on the internet, like blogs for instance, many people often give up because of lack of resources, creativity, time etc.
Vera Little’s experience as a Camgirl who was also an amputee was extremely interesting to me. She discusses how her viewers were mainly artists who viewed her amputations as body modifications and people who had a fetish for her amputated body parts. Although initially she had no problem with being labeled and sexualized, she later grew tired of her cam life, she states (51). Specifically, she states that she had less and less of an interest in keeping an online persona, a statement that I found interesting. Like celebrities, Camgirls too have to keep up appearances and create a persona for themselves in order to reach success. This leads to an important discussion about identity on the internet. Girls can create entirely new identities for themselves on the web, without much consequence. Although I feel this can help develop their identity in real life, one can also argue that it can hinder it because it allows them to create a persona that may not really reflect who they are, leading to confusion and blurred lines.
Another part of the book that really struck a chord with me was Karen’s story on page 69. Karen was a Camgirl who attempted suicide in front of her cameras, and her thousands of viewers save for a couple did absolutely nothing,. This was absolutely disturbing and definitely said something about the “friends” you can amass on the internet. Although a Camgirl can be classified as an Internet celebrity, Karen’s story proves that no amount of celebrity on the Internet can ensure that you have people who will help you when you need it.
Overall, I found the research Senft did about Camgirls fascinating. It led me to think a lot about the evolution of the internet and how people have changed how they seek to gain attention and popularity on the internet, which is what my question for Senft focuses on.
My question for Senft is, how would she compare cam websites and the way girls express themselves on them to social networking websites that are popular today, like Facebook, Twitter etc? Although all of them allow people to be very candid, open and to some voyeuristic, they are still very different. Furthermore, how would she compare the popularity and celebrity that comes from camming to the popularity a lot of current bloggers now receive? Is one more legitimate than the other?
Camgirls opened my eyes to an entirely new culture, one that is completely foreign to me. Even the terminology was foreign to me, i.e. - camgirl, homunculus, cyborg, ethnographic etc. Terry Senft's book explained a new world, one of which I could never see myself involved with - but nonetheless one that I found interesting to read about. I don't understand what would draw people to view other people's everyday life via the computer. - I think the whole culture is more a lesson in psychology and narcissism. I am intrigue with the reasons for being an observer, however I am more interested in what makes these woman want to become camgirls; the celebrity? narcissism? insecurity? It is all rather fascinating. As Jennifer Ringley suggested - the webcam was meant to serve as part of a social experiment. On her Web site, Ringley told her viewers that her cam was "to put it most simply, a sort of window into a virtual human zoo" (pg 42) - I still wonder why anyone would want to be a "virtual human zoo"
I was intrigued by Vera Little - as an amputee she could be an inspiration to many while getting the attention she so craved, yet, sitting in clown makeup and dressing up her "stumps" seems tasteless and nonsensical.
"...1 girl
Attempted suicide
Alone
While the world watched.
Guilty bystanders, focus on the good you can do."
What does this say about the web and our culture?
After reading the book - I googled "camgirls" the first 1o sites that pulled up in my search where porn sites. I googled Vera Little - same thing - porn.
Is this where the culture of camgirls have gone?